I am up late on Sunday evening not at all happy to have only two days off to write, create, knit, do laundry, grocery shopping, etc. I can’t sleep, basically and when I cannot sleep I think of odd things. In this case, I remembered an article I wrote years ago about a girl I used to know. The title of the article, “The Risk and Reward of Reaching Out” was published in the San Francisco Chronicle paper.
It is not very hard for me to believe that I made my way through middle and high school without getting caught up in the drug culture of San Francisco during the 1970s and 1980s. Everyone I knew did them, but I simply was not interested. And I was not into “cliques” in school. Just because my friends did drugs did not mean I wanted to. I believed not doing drugs had to do with my mom, she never imbibed, nor did she drink while raising us. Unfortunately for many people including my old babysitters when I was a child and friends I grew up with, there was no escaping the drug fate.
In 2006 when I worked for the City and County of SF Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services as a clerk and I volunteered with homeless organizations, I was invited to write an article about the impact drugs had on me. The only thing I could think of was a cute little girl whom I grew up with in grade school, I called her “Cori” in the article. “Cori” was a cute caramel-complexioned chubby little girl, I was skinny as a rail. Seriously, my legs in knee high boots looked like pencils in cups, that’s how skinny I was. Kids teased us and called us “Cori and Lorrie, fat and skinny!” which we hated.
When I wrote the article I could not help but feel bad not just for “Cori”, but for the fact that I wrote about how tragic she turned out. I did not mean any malice, but it bothered me that she fell so hard. Of course, I later realized not everyone walks the same path, although the end result is and will always be the same. I am fine with what I wrote about “Cori.” And, although I no longer see her around anywhere I will always hope she left San Francisco for a better life somewhere. Hopefully that sentiment is true. If so, good luck to “Cori.”
“The Risk and Reward of Reaching Out” – by L.D. Sargent. Click HERE for article.